oops..

'accidentally' bought too much clothes><..

hence..nw oly cn shop try n NOT purchase!!the feeling sucks!!TT

bt watching the 2 big beggies tat full of my clothes...

i gt 2 stop ....

while.. tis few days need 2 go png 4 more..

i almost went png 4 at least twice in a day...@@...

it is tiring actually....

miss

i shouldnt think tat much!

bt i cnt!

nth stop me 2 thnk more..

bt juz i miss u!

with love,

pwei

a day♥

A day agn...

i didnt done much thng n juz wasting my time..

watching movies..

tat shouldnt b part of my holiday..

whn i start cnt joining activities of schl ..

my life is empty..

tis morning i juz call 2 make appointment 2 the dentist..

the appointment is full untill end of dec..

nt surprise actually..

bt i feel so down n i keep blaming myself y i m nt booking it earlier?

19th of Dec ( Sunday ) ll b my 1st consultation..

2 put on my braces i thnk i hav 2 wait until next year..

nt really lik the feeling of waiting without any promise...

till thn..end here 2day...gt 2 slp..

tmr ll b a big day...

gud9 dear diary...

lovely,

pwei♥..

nice one..

cnt stop on watching the vampire diaries..

every chp r so interesting n..

thy hav new things in every chp..

i lov it..

althought...i m scare...yay...absolutely..

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juz went to a shop n bought 3 dresses..weee...i m so happy..so long didnt shop dy..

lik the vampire didnt hav human blood?huh?tat is nt really a gud example m i?*heh

it takes me a long time didnt shopping..

i miss the life shopping..so much..

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n i keep wondering wat m i going 2 b in the future..

a lawyer?a teacher?

o wt?

i m so confusing..

i was thnking n thnking..

----

bout 2day's khursus..

tat is nice..really nice..actually..

nt lik others who told me tat i ll fall aslp?*hah

the instructor is cool indeed..*he is old.i mean his talk..yay

i thnk i ll take the undang test next thursday..

hav a well prepare 1st n gt it pass juz 4 1 time...*pray 4 me..

gt 2 leave nw...c ya

bye~

dear pwei

complicated...

actually..i hav so many thngs 2 tell out..

bt i dont knw whr 2 start....yay..tat is it...

ytd didnt post any thng ..

i m so sad...indeed..

well..i m much more btr nw?.....perhaps...

all right..

tmr ll b my 1st khursus 2 go..

i should b excited?shouldnt me?rather...

in addict v vampire diaries..

bt..i m scare whn watching..actually...*heheee

i keep imagine som 1 ll com out at my back at any time

n juz bit me lik tis...

m i crazy?lik a little cat either?huh...

juz hav a snapping game v sista juz nw...haha..

tats the result..=P

the date bwt sponge bob and teddy...=]

is sponge bob..=P

teddy dancing?

hehe...

me v my dearest teddy...=P

bt at last..my teddy accidentaly fall into the dustbin...yuck!

tat is so... *yeee...

end up v...

leave it alone bside nw...=[

is too bad!!

dear pwei..

going to png bridge run duty♥

listen to the music ..

writing blog..

tat is so relax life..

2 9 gota go penang ..

for penang bridge run duty..

the 1st time n the last time too...=]...

ll come up more after tis...=P

pwei

1.33pm.

yay

excited

sad case

tis is the sadest thng ever!!

png bridge run duty ll b my last event 4 my guiding!

i ll nvr b allow 2 go to any event next year!

wt still cn i say?

wt still cn i do?

nth...

TT...

pwei..

sad

In love with Barbie♥♥

oh dear.♥

i m so in love v the Barbie!!

i cnt stop of watching thm..

i so wish 2 own all the doll ..

i m in lov v the ppl who draw out the doll too...thy are awesome!

thy makes every one in the world joy,

nt oly kids,bt teen,or even adults..

as we grow up older n older the way we thnk of a thng ll b diff..

whn i m small,Barbie 4 me is juz a Barbie..

bt nw...Barbie movies..makes me thnk more...

who is the auther?

who draw thm out?

hw cn thy manange 2 do it?

--

yet.the music in barbie movies r so nice too!..

thy keep flowing in my brain even i m nt watching o listening to...

fantastic!

dear pwei,

the lover of Barbie♥

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the story of little eggie....♥

You say...I m the eggie...

I say U r the potato...

U say,yes U r.V r juz lik the backwoods cook ,U ll hug me around n v ll jump into the fire...=P...

so..tats y ur skin r black n i ll remind clean.

thnks baby...

tat is so sweet n...

thnks 4 the protection of me...protect me frm every thng...=]....

lov U muacks..

lovely eggie ♥

i juz 1 2 concentrate on my study...bt...
i cnt...
self problem..
big prob
cnt concentrate..
even nw...i should NOT b at here typing tis kind of post..bt i still 1 2 continue tis post...><..
i dont 1 every thng other thn the thng cn help my future..
no 1 dont 1 it..
i giv up 4 the thng tat nearest 2 me nw..
i giv up all tis thng nt bcoz tat i cnt do..bt juz i dont 1..

dont blame me..

tat tis wt u 1 me 2 b lik tis..

u all force me n u all treat me...

any way...

i ll try my best n best 2 show every 1 in tis world tat i m nt tat worst...actually...=(

.......

.vin.

10.11pm

11.10.10

i m kinda stress nw...

y cnt i do well in thngs??

every thng ...

study,guiding,computer,every subj,music,............every thng in my life..

y cnt i do it well??

m i stupid??

i cnt even do well in a single thng..

i waste the whole day n till late 9 oly regret tat i didnt study,didnt do wt i should do..

i m nt any thng bt juz nonthng...

a replacement whn others is nt around

i m nt an important ppl..

as..

i cnt do any thng well..

i m a waste in the world..

waste a lot of money 2 pay 4 myself 2 learn so many thngs bt ..

end up v nonthng..

wat is tat???

my frn..

go away frm me perhaps..

i need 2 accept it..

i m juz a dump

nonthng use except throwing the smelly sticky garbage..

my life was mass up

i hav lose every thng in my life..n i dont knw y...

juz as i m stupid..

.:~vin~:.

12.16am

4.oct.2010

oh yes...
i hav so long time didnt up here....ya...

it really took me a long period as i move house...

due 2....

renovation..

the whole house destroy n build agn....huh....almost lik tat....><...

nw..the 'house' juz left..wall....><...

any way...

i ll hav new,nice n beautiful house after 5 months..(jan 2011)

n i hav 2 stay n tis temporary house 4 5 months...

tis is a teres house ..although it is the corner side house..bt....

it doesnt really big...the room is small n yet v need 2 slp 4 4 persons in it..><...

n...the most terrible thngs!!!the workers of TNB!!

took more the a month 2 fix the phone line n the wifi!!

no internet 4 a month..u cn imagine!!!!!!!

><

bt nw...every thng is getting ok..

tmr..2day..(25 sep)

night ll hav a big event held at jln raja uda..

i m so excited as i ll b going thr as a helper 2 duty...=P

it sound fun!

thr..might b meeting lots of frns,relative,siblings,n so on....

many ppl frm other state com hav a look of tis big event too..^^..

as a child who grown up frm raja uda..i feel so proud!

tis event involve v many countries..(china,hong kong,taiwan,filiplin,singapore,thailand....)

the diff culture btw tis few countries ll b show at tat night...

it ll b an unforgettable night 4 all of us..

tat is a gud experience 4 us 2 hav tis gud oppocunity 2 watch tis big event as it might b oly once in ur life...

tis few days happen a lots of thngs tat makes me bit stress....

i feel i cn solve the prob well as long as thy didnt affect my study ...

hopefully...

till thn....

dear,

pwei

25sep2010

1.00pm

tis really sucks!!
a most terrible day in my life!!
i miss u baby!
hw cn i?bt i really...i try 2 control myself n i stick v my frn..
bt....
i cnt stop thnking of u...
my heart bit soo fast nw..
frn com my house..
play n done som thng..
well..
i giv all the fasilitise 4 u guys bt..
wt i gt back is the diff side of thnking frm my family..
wt cn i do?
my sis...dissapointed..
....
y every thng tat nt gud happen in 2day?
i really cnt stand 4 it...
i cnt i really cnt..
he hav gf aldy,my sis feel dissapointed 2 me,baby keep nt calling me n cnt call out too.
wtf!!!
wt a suck day!
i hate it..
bt hw?
i still hav 2 finish 2day n till tmr
if i 1 2 meet u..
bt u nt morning aldy reach?
i even dont knw whn u cn contact me?
whn u r near?
n whn u ll b home..
i juz cn keep hoping...keep praying..
GOD..help me...pls...
i wish 2 c u..
pls dont tell me u ll b thr till saturday..juz bcoz som thng tat make the journey delay..pls..dont...
bt thn hw?
hw cn i contact u?




no way...
no way...
no way...
TT

pwei

10 jun 2010

8.02pm

sad

so late agn...
n i feel slpy too...zzzzzzz
tmr....
thy ll com my home at 8am.
*the thy refer 2....yp,lc,yz,pwn,jl,kq,yc,ym..
to do the gathering preparation..




2day i go schl at early morning.8am.
reach schl n watch yc dance awhile n mum fetch me 2 piano n violin class...
n after i finish my class..10.45..mum fetch me back schl agn...v a pack of rice!!yeah...=P
after reach schl.thy aldy learning dance...i join thm too!is fun!it is really really fun!!i lov dance!!
n is the lunch time agn..1.00.homerecipe..the place v oways went to..^^...
after having lunch v wnt econsave..another place tat v oways go wnt free.=P
thn thn..
3.oo meet li min n 3.30 pn.lam com...
v meet thy 2 at UP FLOOR.
juz bcoz thr is much more cooler n more quite compare 2 schl...
schl is damn hot n really noisy!!!hate it!
so..pn lam explain hw 2 do log..n the way 2 take queen guides test..
as v alry quite 'old'
v hav 2 rush 4 the test..
i hope i cn!i really hope tat..
i wish i cn done it well...
n ..4.30 pn lam leave..li min continue giv us more information..n make us clean bout wt v r still blur....
6 v leave n went back..
after com back home. do the souvenir 4 the gathering comp.*which using ping's idea.^^
upload som photo 2 fb n tat ll b movies time agn..=P
watch the princess n frog which i juz left a little part havent finish..
n start new moon...
baby,i cnt continue watching this movie...
the story make me keep thnking of u..!
start frm the day u leave me my heart cnt stay down peacefully..
i m worry bout u ...wheather u r fine?u r safe?any thng happen n wat ever...
n so..i start making myself vry vry bz...
i takes a lots of job 2 myself..
tuesday ..the 9 tat u leave...
after i com back frm schl.i go back fac n helps sis do som work..thn ..u call me,which u say u start ur journey.
after tat v went qb...shopping!!
n i finally find a lots of clothes tat i lk in esprit !!
i lov thm sooooo much...
tat i had gone 2 so many shops....MNG,PDI.......
bt tat is the oly shop tat i find all is the clothes tat i lik!all my dream clothes!!!!
omg!!!
i gt crazy..
i at last i ask sis a words..
cn i buy..she say juz try n c...
yeah!
so ..i start frm the begining n i take 1 buy 1 tat i mark in my mind juz nw..!
wao..i lov it so much....bt....
poor thng...
thy r really expensive!
TT
i m NT effort 2 buy thm!thy cost me!!
TT
sad sad sad sad....
y esprit nt mine?y?y?y?
bt at last i buy a blouse..=P
which gt scold by sis whn v home...
she scold me buy ths which is soo expensive..
bt..i really lik it wt...
any way lah...
juz tis time i tell myself..
hehhehehehhe
after shopping...n reach home..
i start my work...
i done almost all the work the date which given by ping afternoon..
i com out 3 notice.2 sets of brg s...
thn done som doc..
as the time alry late..so i hav 2 slp...
baby u really make me miss u so much...hw cn u dont msg me o call me?
u aldy the whole day didnt contact me u knw?
i miss u my baby...
i cnt concentrate at all..
who care i done any thng well?
who care i m sad ?
who care i face problem?
NO ONE!!!
whn i need u .u r nt around....
i doesnt knw hw 2 make a gud dicision..
no 1 giv me suggestion..
no 1 guide me 2 the right place..
no 1 giv me the right information..
no 1 cares bout wt is happening on me..
no 1 more thn u!
no 1 cn knw hw i miss u ..
no 1 knw hw much i miss u ...n..
no 1 knw hw much i lov u..
i knw i m stupid..
bt i did...
tis is really the 1st day u didnt contact me at all..
tat is ur promise...u say even hw u oso ll make sure u make me a phone call..
bt u didnt....
hw cn u 4gt me?
i hope u r bz..
i hope u cnt manage 2 contact up me
i hope thr is no public phone..
i hope tat is expensive tat let u cnt contact me ..n ..
i more hope is my phone o ur phone spoil!!!
ok baby..tats all 4 2day...
i lov u..

pwei.

12.26am

10 jun 2010

well..
a short post agn...
jz 1 2 say 4 2day..



ACTUALLY..i m juz pretnding.i dont lik HER actually...
bt i dont hope u dont tell me the thngs happen bwt u 2 so i keep pretending....
pretend is nt a gud characteristic 2 act as....
hard n tough.....

FINALLY!!!

Every 1 was complaining tat i m NOT updating my blog..hehehe..
YIP!i m damn bz 4 tis term..
n nw...
actually i m still nt finish my term exam bt tmr ll b the last day...
yipppy..
i hav pass my f4 half year..!the time fly away so fast.it didnt wait 4 me 2 rest n even juz a turn 2 c wt is store in my memory....
TIK TOK TIK TOK........................
y U keep walking?cnt u juz stop even juz a min o a sec?



well...tis ll b juz a short note b4 my exam ends...dear diary i miss u sooooo much....*shy=P
i ll hav the next post soon...i mean it...=)
gud 9!

pwei

4-jun-2010

1.30am

TIRED!!!
damn it crazy.
i juz com back frm hq camp.it named as kem Dinamik.
our group.U.S.A had win the champion!!!!
i m so glad n happy indeed.
it is a 5 days camp...
bt between i "run" out 4 my music theory test...^^
huh...bt...i fail 2 do it well..T^T..signn...
any way..the camp is over!!!!
rest 4 aday..2day go schl the whole day too...morning go marching..thn go 4 donation 4 the campfire...
shit thngs!the day n wheather is hot enough 2 burn me!!
i m sure i m nw a boiled egg..TT
after donation..lunch time^^.the most happy hour..^^
food is my life^^..i eat a big bowl mee v ping,lc,pwn 's small plate dishes...
muahahahha....finally full n walk back schl agn..
is the time 2 demo 4 the iron man 4 the campfire..
i m one of the stationer 4 the kim game.
after thy had checked mine..pack my thng n 'run'
juz go find ping lah...hehe...
find her talk talk talk...play play play..n at last..byebye...go back ..^^
feel bit tired n slpy...hehe...
tmr som schl ll check in d....
bt tmr morning still have a tt..so ll oly go after..n still go back at night...hehehe...




coming up post...
more abt campfire!!!
n..
mayb som intersting part of kem dinamik
^^

2:03am..31 jan 2010...sunny

wao wao wao wao.....
was a long long time ....


m trying 2 sign in bt its always fail!!!


Dear dear diary,,,...
m sry...m sry...


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i m soo exicited 4 so many thngs..:
1. was CNY soon..i lik the feeling the most...all thng is new ...fresher...n every ppl is having a gud mood...smile n laught..!
2. yeah!going 4 a Dubai trip!!wohoo...ll go airport at 2nd...mayb evening o mid9..
3. campfire!!!wao wao wao....was damn exicited!!!


i m getting crazy every time thnking of thm....

bt..by the time i m facing the 1st term schl exam n oso my music theory test too...
after the new year n b4 the campfire...
i m so stress as tis ll b the 1st exam having after pmr.n oso the 1st 4 spm..

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i join the new 'band'--
string orkestra..^^..
by playing violin..
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.violin
.piano..theory test n practical test
.schl exam
.guiding

is examing me!!!by the time!!!




ll try my best to do the best!

.:vin:.